No-one knows how I really feel
Asking my self really what's the deal
Will these unspoken words ever spill
Life was flowing like a river but now it's still
Tears poured down til they became oceans
Constantly healing my heart with potions
Why do I regret every thing that I did
I left her because I was very stupid
Look all these hearts that I broke
Cant say anything instead I just choke

What's this heavy feeling on my chest
Is all this meant to be a part of some test
Is there something that I missed
Tired of it all I'm so pissed
Always feeling like something is missing
Who or what can save me from all this stressing
I'm young but my life is so stressful
Wondering will I ever be successful
Had to stick my middle finger up to the devil
That's why we all strive for survival

I was born in the gutter
Working very hard to make things a lot better
I'm always tryna do it big okay maybe major
Through GOD music became my saviour
I'm tryna get away from all this pain
Before I kill myself or maybe go insane
She was pretty like a flower so I called her flora
Made me feel so childish like Dora; the explorer
Then I told her I'm sorry that I had to break your heart
I'm sorry that I never got to play my part
I wish things would go back to the start


The Question Is....
Would life be the same if heaven was on earth